Today felt... odd

IDK, maybe today was an off day. Or it was a bunch of stuff at once. The morning was a kinda frantic energy of finishing up my zine, which maybe happened faster than it needed to, and during the end it was like maybe too fast, like I was going all zipping around and making last minute fixes (some after the release even) and going "oh no, will people see it, what will they think" and like then after I got the thing out I kinda crashed? And like with cohost being historically the primary place I've posted them, the impending shutdown makes the energy feel odd?

So like, the rest of the afternoon disappeared into I'm not sure where, I think I managed to talk to some friends online for some of it, some good conversations some weird energy? Feels like often weird energy lately. And then nap because like I was crashing hard and brain was melting? Then I managed dinner which was luckily easy since microwave meal and then like the evening was maybe the most normal since it was youtube and tv and such. But it's like not THAT late but I kinda partly just wanna pass out but my brain is maybe still a bit hitting kinda hard, but yeah I think I do just need to sleep.

Here's hoping tomorrow more normal vibes.

Is this what I use this blog for? In the past, yes it has been and like that's sort of what "mystery if anyone sees it" posts are for me. Like anyone who sees it either has a regular means of talking to me or it's like what are you going to do, email me about it? lol