
That weird out of sorts feeling
So, sometimes I get this sort of feeling where like everything just feels slightly off socially? Like, I guess it's one where it feels like conversations don't quite flow properly in my mind or don't seem to feel as smooth as I'd like. The end result is that my brain goes "oh no this social interaction is not going well, clearly I MUST BE DOING SOMETHING WRONG and annoying my friends, or some such". Which is absurd, like this feeling is entirely me being tired or something and I'm just for some reason doing some thing where I flip it around externally?
My brain is really frustrating at times. I would LIKE to be happy and feel not lonely. Now I am kinda wondering "is there some sort of interpersonal interaction I need that I am not getting" but am I just second guessing everything? Look, stressful morning times. Millie tired and cranky and lonely I guess.