Sometimes people are kinda tricky and overwhelming

OK so like the past week or so has been a bit of a fuck of a time. Like brain bounces between "oh no, I'm alone" and now it's bounced the other way to "oh no, I'm overstimulated". Whatever the current state of the world and my life is (and like it is very much not settled feeling), I do not feel like I'm properly adjusted to it yet.

Social interaction is... tricky. Honestly this is kinda just in general. Like it is not always a thing that comes automatically and if it does it's kinda fake? Not sure if that makes sense.

I feel very "oh fuck it's friday I'm exhausted" today. Which is reasonable.

Anyway, world is weird. Or I'm weird. Or both. Too much going on. Don't really wanna engage with any of it.

I need to figure out dinner.